Thursday, December 31, 2020

2020 Year in Review and 2021 New Year's Resolution


Another year has come and gone.

It has been a whopping seven years since I made the decision to dedicate this blog for my reading whims and in retrospect, posted my first book review The Sharpest Blade (Shadow Reader #3) here on 2 Feb 2014. The last seven years have been good to me. I now have a platform to which I can express my thoughts and feelings on books I have read as well as maintain them here as my List of Books. This year, I make further changes to my blog after some consideration which is actually rather fast and easy. I decide to document my completed crochet projects here as well.

Love-the-jaws is now a place where I share my book reviews and showcase my crochet projects. Though my interest has expanded to include crafts and hobbies, my focus is and always will be books. Crochet can calm but reality bites and books are my escape into the alternate world.

At the last count, I have reviewed a total of 50 books for the year to date. This works out to be an average of 4 books per month; 1 book per week.

Year 2020 @ 50 (+4 YOY)
Year 2019 @ 46 (-16 YOY)
Year 2018 @ 62 (+10 YOY)
Year 2017 @ 52 (■ YOY)
Year 2016 @ 52 (-22 YOY)
Year 2015 @ 74 (-23 YOY)
Year 2014 @ 97

Crochet: Shawl: Wrap Me in Ice-cream Shawl



Today is the last day of Year 2020. I am wrapping up the year with Wrap Me in Ice-cream shawl.

I love the blend of colours in this skein of Lion Brand Yarns. The yellow and orange are not only luxurious in its richness and vibrancy, they provide a good constrast against the darker tones of the green, blue, grey and brown. The colours remind me of my favourite childhood ice-cream too - the Walls Paddle Pop rainbow swirl ice-Cream. Perhaps that is where the creater of this Free Pattern gets the idea of naming this shawl from.

I bought 2 skeins of this yarn. What you see of my completed project here is actually that of 1 skein and then a bit more of the 2nd skein, to wrap up the darker tones of orangy brown so that the final row can blend well. Though I have weaved in the excess yarn and wrapped up my project as completed, I am still thinking if I should continue with more of the 2nd skein. While the size of the current shawl is fine, I feel that a bigger one may be even better. What do you think?

Thursday, December 24, 2020

Review: Skipping Christmas by John Grisham


4 stars for Skipping Christmas by John Grisham.

I have never for the life of me ever thought of skipping Christmas. Perhaps because of this, I tend to skip this book year after year after year when I am selecting my festive holiday fiction. I am glad not to have skipped it again this year.

Skipping Christmas is not your run-of-the-mill Christmas story. There is nothing about romance lost and found which is ever so rampant in Christmas tales. Instead, it is a funny and entertaining novel, heartwarming and touching in all its originality. After reading this book, you will be amazed at the reasons that the Kranks can come up with simply to have a complete boycott of Christmas and then have a good laugh at the ensuing chaotic mess they find themselves in.

I like it that this book is short and sweet and so in time for a good Christmas read, especially so this year as I am even more busy with my newfound hobby - crochet.

Christmas is a time of peace and joy around the world. It is a festive season to be spent with family and loved ones. I am not skipping Christmas, not this year, nor the next, or ever. Today is Christmas Eve. We celebrated it with pork knuckle, chocolate log cake and many wonderful presents.

Have you skipped Christmas before or ever harbour the thought of doing so?

Well, in any case, have a very Merry Christmas!

Sunday, December 20, 2020

Crochet: Amigurumi: Jaws



I know I definitely want to crochet this great white the moment I set my eyes on the free pattern. I come across it at the perfect time as I am sure it will make a lovely Christmas present for my significant other. In case you have not noticed, my blog is known as love-the-jaws.

Initially I use a pair of 12mm safety eyes (bought from Daiso during one of my shopping trips) for my shark as you can see in some of the pictures below. That was the worst case scenario in the event the safety eyes I ordered online cannot reach me in time. I am hopeful though to receive my package of 6-12mm safety eyes despite my festive season purchase, and true enough, the small parcel was delivered right to my doorstep last night. An extremely late night delivery but nevertheless, delivered in good time. I quickly got down to work, swop the eyes for a 7mm pair, stuff it and sew up the jaws. I also removed the dorsal fin which was not well sewn previously and resewed it to my satisfaction this time round. If you see carefully, you can tell that I have sewn the dorsal fin slightly after the pectoral fins, not as per the free pattern.

At the moment, this amigurumi jaws is sitting nicely wrapped up under the Christmas tree. I am so excited; I cannot wait to see it being unwrapped.

Crochet: Amigurumi: Micro Light



Yes, I am still at it, the micro dolls I mean. Deep down, I think I am still not satisfied with my last one, Micro Pur Pur. In a way, it is hard to stop trying once I get started on these mini dolls. It can be addictive!

This time, I crochet using a different type of yarn, lace yarn, and it certainly makes my job easier. But still, the doll is so small (1.5 inches) that I feel my fingers breakingly stiff and my eyes going bad while I am at it and after.

I started with the legs first, then the body. It all seems to go well until I crochet the head. Something seems off. I kept checking my yarn and the label. Then I realised why. Yes, I bought beige colour lace yarn and it is stated as that on the label. But the beige colour is a different shade of beige. I didn't even know that beige colour can come in different shades, and the one I have with me certainly looks more light brown than beige, but beige nevertheless.

In the end, Micro Light is super small and super cute but not what I would have envisioned it to be.

Still, I am happy to share my free pattern below.

Friday, December 18, 2020

Review: Sleigh Rides and Silver Bells at the Christmas Fair (Wynbridge #5) by Heidi Swain


3 stars for Sleigh Rides and Silver Bells at the Christmas Fair (Wynbridge book 5) by Heidi Swain.

It is not my usual practice to skip books when they come in a series. Truth be told, before I start out my journey with Sleigh Rides and Silver Bells, I worry about being clueless since I have missed out the first four books. In the end, my concerns are unwarranted as this book proves itself to be somewhat of a standalone even though it is part of a series.

It is not easy to find a good Christmas story, especially one to my liking. Most Christmas themed books are filled with clichéd plot and clichéd characters. And one thing for sure, it always starts off bad and worsens progressively before it turns for the better and concludes with "all's well that ends well". Sleigh Rides and Silver Bells is no different; the story and plot is predictable to a fault. I enjoy the first half of the book where I masquerade as Anna trying to find a perfect place to spend a quiet, peaceful Christmas and ends up with the Connellys at Wynthorpe Hall. But the same cannot be said of the second half where I struggle to get through the family feud involving the three Connellys brothers to finally reach the happily ever after.

Sleigh Rides and Silver Bells is a heartwarming story of Christmas magic, healing and love. But I feel that the story is non too cliché a Christmas fiction for me. I hope my next Christmas read will be a different one. A vastly different one.

Well, overused story setting aside, there is one thing I do adore much about this book though. And that is the lovely book cover of a picture. Look at that!

Monday, December 7, 2020

Crochet: Amigurumi: Micro Pur Pur



I realise no matter how, this is not going to work, simply because this Crown yarn which I use for crocheting my mini dolls does not come in beige colour.

When I purchase this yarn series, I thought it wouldn't be much of an issue as I can easily substitute the skin colour of beige with that of another, such as the light brown with yellowish tone which I use for Baby Green Elf. Then I thought it looks not quite right and so, I try again using off-white for the head and hands. In the end, the effect is worst. I think. Erm.. Micro Pur Pur looks kind of like a baby vampire with too pale a face. Haha..

Colours aside, this time round, I am actually rather pleased with my pattern and stitches as I finally get the size of Micro Pur Pur (around 1.5 inches) the way I want it to be. Do note that my pattern is mainly applicable for 100% acrylic yarn such as the Crown yarn as different types of yarn and their thickness and softness all make a difference.

Much as it is for my own reference, I am happy to share my free pattern here.

See below for Micro Pur Pur Free Pattern

Friday, December 4, 2020

Crochet: Amigurumi: Baby Green Elf



I crochet Baby Green Elf (around 2 inches) almost immediately after I am done with Pinky Pink Doll. And since Christmas is right around the corner, in three weeks' time, I thought it will be nice to use Christmas colours to crochet this mini elf with a bib.

I will say it is quite an improvement as Baby Green Elf is much smaller than Pinky Pink Doll. But then again, he is not exactly what I have in mind. Even though I know I am inching towards crocheting my micro dream doll, it seems like I have a long way to go yet. Well, I guess I just have to keep trying and trying until I finally get it the way I want it to be.

See below for Mini Green Elf Free Pattern

Wednesday, December 2, 2020

Crochet: Amigurumi: Pinky Pink Doll



Pinky Pink Doll is not what I have in mind when I started out on her. I wanted to crochet a mini pink doll but in the end, she turns out to be bigger, taller and more rounded. Still, it is hard work and I am proud to present her here. Though Pinky Pink Doll may not be my intended pattern, she is what she is and I am happy to share my free pattern below.

See below for Pinky Pink Doll Free Pattern

Monday, November 30, 2020

Crochet: Amigurumi: Mini Toadstool



After Micro Tulipa is completed, I rack my brains trying to find a place for him. Then I realise the answer is staring me right in the face. I have this toadstool eraser dust sucker on my working table all this while. With the toadstool house idea in place, I go about trying to crochet one. After countless attempts which see me (behind the scenes) crocheting and unravelling, crocheting and unravelling, writing and rewriting the patterns, this cute mini toadstool is finally ready to take in Micro Tulipa. It is completed yesterday.

I am happy that Micro Tulipa has now found a home sweet home in Mini Toadstool.

See below for Mini Toadstool Free Pattern

Crochet: Amigurumi: Micro Tulipa



After Mini Sleepyhead (around 3 inches) is completed, I want to try my hand at crocheting an even smaller amigurumi. And that is how Micro Tulipa (around 2 inches) comes about. I feel that it is not very well crochet as I have difficulty seeing the stitches. It is so small! But still, I am glad that I have tried. Well, who knows? I may try it again in future.

Crochet: Amigurumi: Sleepyhead and Friends



These two amigurumi are completed a couple of days ago on 25 November 2020. I actually started on them way before I crochet Mini Sleepyhead, but as they are full-sized Sleepyheads, I take a longer time to work on them. For the eyes, I try something different and I think the end result is really good.

In case you have missed the post on my first Sleepyhead, this website is where I follow the free pattern to crochet all my Sleepyheads.

Crochet: Amigurumi: Mini Sleepyhead



This Amigurumi is completed on 19 November 2020.

Earlier in the month, I crochet the full-sized Sleepyhead by following the free pattern from this website.

After the full-sized Sleepyhead is completed, I yearn to crochet my very own Mini Sleepyhead. So, I made some changes to the original crochet pattern, and... Voila! Mini Sleepyhead is born (around 3 inches).

See below for Mini Sleepyhead Free Pattern

Crochet: Amigurumi: Tiny Rabbit



This amigurumi is completed on 14 November 2020.

I crochet Tiny Rabbit by following the free pattern from this website.

Sunday, November 29, 2020

Crochet: Amigurumi: Sleepyhead



This amigurumi is also one of my earlier projects, completed on 12 November 2020.

I crochet Sleepyhead by following the free pattern from this website.

Crochet: Bag: Rainbow Bag



This bag is one of my earlier projects, completed on 6 November 2020.

Crochet: Bag: Colourful Bag (small)

br /> br /> This bag is one of my earlier projects, completed on 17 October 2020.

This bag is actually a remake of the earlier colourful bag completed on 13 October 2020. Due to some reasons, I have no choice but to unravel the entire bag and redesign it.

Crochet: Bag: Colourful Bag



As I mentioned in my previous post, I have decided to put up all my completed crochet projects to date. As much as it serves the purpose of tracking and recording my various projects, it is also my pleasure to share them here.

This bag is one of my earlier projects, completed on 13 October 2020.

Crochet: Blanket: Colourful Blankie



After some consideration, I have decided to put up all my completed crochet projects to date. As much as it serves the purpose of tracking and recording my various projects, it is also my pleasure to share them here.

This blankie is one of my earlier projects, completed on 7 October 2020.

Monday, November 23, 2020

Review: Crochet to Calm: Stitch and De-Stress with 18 Simple Crochet Patterns by Interweave Editors


5 stars for Crochet to Calm: Stitch and De-Stress with 18 Simple Crochet Patterns by Interweave Editors.

When I started my book review blog years ago, I will never have imagined myself reviewing a book related to crafts, especially one such as crocheting. Book reviews on fantasy, horror, mystery, thriller, literary fiction, paranormal romance, science fiction, urban fantasy and even children's fiction? A resounding YES! But crochet? No, sorry to say, it has never crossed my mind that one day, I will read up on Crafts & Hobbies. It all started off with my reading of Esperanza Rising. Then one thing leads to another. And before I know it, well, here I am.

Crochet to Calm is a fun, easy to read book. There are inspiring pictures, interesting patterns and clear instructions on how to go about with the projects.

The crochet patterns in this book come in the two main types: the written one where the rows and rounds required to complete the project are given in word form, and charts which require the reader to follow a schematic drawing. Some patterns in this book, in fact, provide both these options, which works perfectly for me, because it makes working on the project so much easier as it is less open to misinterpretation since I can better understand the abbreviations and terminology when looking at symbols.

I have since completed the honeycomb blanket as well as the market tote bag, and sharing pictures of my progress and completed projects below. I am looking forward to crochet more of the patterns in this book such as the coffee mug cozy, peachy arm warmers and sweet granny square slippers, when time permits me to. And yes, some of these patterns, simple but nevertheless great, will make good gifts to family and friends.

Crochet is an easy craft to learn. We need to know only a few stitches - foundation chain, single crochet, double crochet, treble crochet, slip stitch - to be able to begin making a wide variety of projects. That said, do note that this book is not a beginner's guide. It does not teach readers the basics of crocheting though it does provide some of the techniques at the back of the book.

We all need some calm in our lives. For me, crochet is a form of self-care; it helps me to calm down and de-stress. And this book works miracles with its simple crochet patterns.

Friday, November 6, 2020

Review: Undercity (Major Bhaajan #1) by Catherine Asaro


5 stars for Undercity (Major Bhaajan book 1) by Catherine Asaro.

It has been a long time since a science fiction novel - or better yet, series - sweeps me off my feet.

I chanced upon this book last month during one of my Sunday visits to the library. I borrowed it because it is written in first person and the writing style seems to suit my reading whims, at least from what I glimpse on the first two pages, well, that and the futuristic vibes I glean from the book cover that looks ready to propel me into an alternate world, one which I so love and will gladly stay put in if it is even possible.

Undercity is a story with a straightforward plot. No gimmicks, period. The protagonist, Major Bhaajan, is hired to do a job, a handsomely paid one, to look for a missing person. Since it sounds so simple, what makes this book so good to earn itself a 5-star rating? It is the rich imagination, the engaging plot, the execution of the story, the complexity of the world-building, the depth of the characters and the ensuing development. Not only is it not dry as a space fiction novel, this book encompasses elements of mystery and suspense, romance and even a dash of lighthearted humor. It is literally a gift to fans of science fiction literature.

The author uses impressive imagery, intriguing science and tech-mech to spin a drama set in a vast star empire. To name but a few, there is star travel, space travel, interstellar civilisation, nanomed tech, augmented human capabilities, extrasensory communcations, evolving intelligence (EI as opposed to AI), tech-mech arms, beetle bots, laser carbines, pulse revolvers, IR vision. The world building reaches far and wide with no lack of action and adventure. Yes, there are fightings and killings, grief and pain and death, but there are also reconciliations and fence-mending, triumph and joy and births.

Undercity is everything a good science fiction fantasy novel should have and then some. I am thrilled that this is a series which means I can look forward to having more adventures with Major Bhaajan. Have I mentioned that she is a woman? She is well into her forties but has the appearance of one in her late twenties, all thanks to the nanomeds in her body that give her the health and appearance of one. Speaking of which, this is one more reason why I enjoy living in the world of fiction that dabbles in science. You can stay young and look good. Anything is reasonably possible.

Saturday, October 31, 2020

Review: Psycho House (Psycho #3) by Robert Bloch


3 stars for Psycho House (Psycho book 3) by Robert Bloch.

I finish reading Psycho House late last night and promptly heave a sigh of relief. Considering my ongoing crochet project, it is by no means an easy feat to finish reading the Psycho trilogy in succession and post this review in time to wrap up my Halloween reads before October runs out. Seriously, it never crosses my mind that I have the capability nor capacity to add more than one horror story to my repertoire of literary criticism this month. One Thin Air is good enough. A bonus when The Sun Down Motel comes along. Then before I know it, I have completed Psycho I and Psycho II and aiming to finish a Psycho III.

More than thirty years have passed since the happenings in Psycho I. The Bates house and motel which were burned down years ago have now been rebuilt and restored. Unfortunately, with the replica of the house and motel, the psycho also attempts to stage a comeback.

This is one story which keeps me going and guessing all the time. Given the way the author weaves his plot and his courage to kill off characters since Psycho I and II, there is no way to know for sure who the Norman Bates in this book is. Suddenly, every character in Psycho House has the potential to pass off as the psychopath. Well, one never knows.

With the conclusion of Pyscho House, I have come to the end of the Psycho trilogy. I am glad I did not give up on this series given that I did not like Psycho II much, but at least now I can hold my head up high and say I have read all three books. Well, if you ask me, I will say Psycho book 1 will have done very well on its own, and in my opinion, it may have been better being a standalone.

Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Review: Psycho II (Psycho #2) by Robert Bloch


2 stars for Psycho II (Psycho book 2) by Robert Bloch.

I have been hesitant to continue with book 2 of the the Psycho series. Sad to say, I read it and regretted it. I told book buddy CL and she put it across plainly as the book 2 syndrome; book 2 always has a higher risk of falling below expectations. Well, I agree with her but when book 1 is so well written, it is hard to resist not giving the sequel a go.

In Psycho II, not much has changed, Norman Bates is still Norman Bates but he is no longer the leading character. While I am fine with Bates turning into a sidekick which changes the story to a whole new ballgame, I do not like it that much of the story centers on petty politicking and party power games on the filming industry and production crew.

Even though I do not like Psycho II much, the author is good with plot twist, I will give him that. I certainly never expect the ending to be the way it is.

Psycho is surely a series on the mentally disturbed, the insane, crazy, lunatic, madman, screwball, wacko, weirdo, freako, or those who have gone bananas, that much is clear. But honestly, if you like Psycho, I will tell you not to get your hopes up on this one. Read it at your own risk or, better yet, don't follow in my footsteps.

Friday, October 23, 2020

Review: Psycho (Psycho #1) by Robert Bloch


5 stars for Psycho (Psycho book 1) by Robert Bloch.

I choose to read this book right after The Sun Down Motel, not because I want to read yet another story that revolves around a motel, but rather because the Sun Down mentions Norman Bates more than once and it piques my interest. I certainly didn't know and have no idea that Psycho centers on the Bates Motel, that it is about a 40-year old Norman Bates running a motel and attending to his mother. Well, it seems to me now that given the appropriate setting, a motel can be easily turned into an excellent house of horrors.

Psycho is a deeply memorable story about a psycho (what else) who has serious mother-son issues. It may be categorised as horror, but it is not one involved with supernatural effects, instead, it has got more to do with the dark side of human mind. The scary part is that the horror is not in the motel but in the head.

The story is exceptionally well written with a well-thought-out plan. We know who the psycho is in this story. It is revealed early in the story but knowing who the psycho is does not dampen the suspense nor the anticipation of what is to come, instead it adds more thrill and makes me look even more forward to finding out more.

Though the development of the story and chain of events give me the shudders, I actually feel sorry for the psycho at the end of the story. It is not quite what I have expected but it is definitely one unusual story, and a sad one too.

Tuesday, October 20, 2020

Review: The Sun Down Motel by Simone St. James


5 stars for The Sun Down Motel by Simone St. James.

I don't usually go for books that are told from two points of view, and even more so, one that spans two time periods, in this case, before the millennium in 1982, and after, in 2017. But there are always exceptions to every self-made rule. For this book, the title alone is enough to make me do a double take, add in the all too cheerful-looking book cover of a motel sign complete with a sinister-looking motel with bare trees in the background, and I am all in for a good scare.

The Sun Down is spooky to say the least. The story, ominous and creepy, flows fluidly from the beginning to the end in such a remarkable way that I feel as if I am watching a horror flick from the front-row seat in a big empty movie theatre. I am rooted to my seat literally with the scenes changing and flashing by in my mind's eye.

The good thing about the Sun Down is that it is not just a petrifying story involving a haunted motel and its inhabitants, it is also a puzzle with mystery pieces scattered all over the place, waiting to be found and put back together once more.

On the flip side, it can get confusing as the line between the two perspectives blurred. I have a tendency to lose track of whose view I am on as the past and present seems to merge as one and I find myself wondering whose story (Viv's or Carly's) I have just read.

The Sun Down Motel looks empty, but it is not. If you are looking for a scary story with substance for this Halloween read, this book is the one for you.

Thursday, October 1, 2020

Review: Thin Air by Michelle Paver


4 stars for Thin Air by Michelle Paver.

It is that time of the year to read scary stories again. I start my Halloween reads early this year, last month in fact, because I do not think I will read more than a handful of horror stories given that I see myself busy with teaching, reading, crocheting and whatnots. For all I know, this book may well be the only horror story for me this year before I transit to the year-end festive reads.

Thin Air is one chilling and preternaturally intense story. It is slow going, yes, but having read Dark Matter by the same author last October, I have come to expect the same pace and writing style, and thus, able to enjoy every part of this story - the mountain sightings, the snow, ice and rock, the altitude, heat and glare, the superstitions and odd beliefs, the irrational fear and omens and premonitions and whatever part and parcel of the journey before the horror actually starts to creep in.

Narrated from first person perspective of a 34-year old Dr Stephen Pearce, he tells of how his team attempts to conquest Kangchenjunga, the third highest mountain in the world, by following the route of an earlier fateful expedition - the route up the south-west face - led by General Sir Edmund Lyell twenty-nine years ago.

In climbing the mountain by following in dead men's footsteps, it seems to Stephen that it is no longer just humans against mountain, but something more. Is the unseen for real? Or does the thin air alter perceptions and deceive the mind into betraying? Should the team concentrate on their own task instead of being distracted from the past, from events of the failed Lyell expedition? The remoteness of the place forces Stephen to confront his own insignificance as never before. And the mountain sickness is surely doing its work to affect the climbers, mentally, physically and emotionally. The question is, what will happen if whatever that haunts the mountain cannot be appeased and laid to rest?

Saturday, September 19, 2020

Review: Esperanza Rising by Pam Muñoz Ryan


5 stars for Esperanza Rising by Pam Muñoz Ryan.

This book comes highly recommended to me by CL, a book buddy of mine, more than three years ago. Well, I am not at all sorry that I read this book now. In fact, I think it is really good that I read it now, at this time.

There is always a reason for everything. Because of this story, I am back to the craft of crocheting. Actually, I have been thinking of crocheting of late, just that this book acts as the final catalyst to deviate me from my reading and propel me back into the world of crocheting. Because the mama and grandmama and other women in the story - yes, you guess it right - crochet. The story mentions more than a few times about the women who crochet. And I think to myself. Why not? I am, after all, not a complete beginner to this craft having crochet a scarf many years ago. Though not totally new to crocheting, I am certainly no expert either. I consider myself still very much of a novice. With that, I start spending time researching and reading up to refresh my memory and learning more on stitches and patterns and hooks. That is also how I come to invest in a lovely set of crochet hooks, the Tulip crochet hooks.

Long story short, this book is the reason I crochet again and also my excuse for taking so long to finish reading the book, and taking even longer to write and post my review. Nevertheless, here it is. Now.

Esperanza Rising is a story about survival, of hopes and dreams and future. Interestingly, esperanza means “hope” in Spanish. It is an excellent story for readers of all ages. I feel it is especially suitable for young children as it educates and provides good knowledge. It teaches us to be kind to others, even to those who are not our equals. Because you reap what you sow.

The story of Esperanza Rising is loosely based on the life of the author's grandmother, Esperanza Ortega who is the inspiration for the book. According to the author's note, a series of circumstances, including her father's death, eventually forced the author's grandmother who is born and raised in Aguascalientes, Mexico to immigrate to the United States to a company-owned farm labour camp in Arvin, California.

Esperanza Rising is a frictional story that parallels the life of the author's grandmother in more ways than one. Set in 1930, initially in Aguascalientes, Mexico and later on, California, USA, the story revolves around 13-year old Esperanza Ortega and tells of how her family goes from riches to rags.

One thing which I like and which makes my reading very enjoyable is that after each sentence of Spanish - where there are, and no, this book is not written in Spanish but English - comes the English translation of the same meaning. I am spared the trouble of turning to Google translate every now and then. Thank you very much!

Finally.. with my 'newfound' interest in crocheting, I will be reading very slowly, as in really really slow, at a snail's pace, never before slow. The thing is, I may read slow or even stop reading for weeks, months, years but I will always come back to reading, no matter what. What this translates to is that my book review post may be slow in coming or even stop, but I will be back.

P/S: I am sharing some of my completed crochet projects at the bottom of this same post.

Thursday, August 20, 2020

Review: The Sign of the Beaver by Elizabeth George Speare


5 stars for The Sign of the Beaver by Elizabeth George Speare.

This is a novel that warms my heart through and through.

Embarassed to say, I almost give this book a miss initially as the title does not entice me to give much thoughts to reading it. That and that the story is in third person narratives, not one that I look foward to. Now I am simply glad to have read it, and sad at the same time that the story has come to an end.

Set in eighteenth century Maine, this story is about the first settlers in a new township. 12-year old Matt Hallowell is tasked to guard the family's newly built log house and corn patch as his father returns to their house in Quincy to fetch his mother, sister and the new baby. Left alone to fend for himself in the wilderness home, Matt is hard-pressed to survive until local Indians teach him their skills.

Though the story is in third person narratives, we see the story unfolding only when Matt is around. He tells of how he gets to know and be friends with a local Indian boy Attean. Through Matt, the story explores frontier and pioneer life, Indians of North America, survival and adventure, courage, friendship, goodwill and respect.

There are many things to like about this book - the world building, the characters, the useful survival skills, the understanding of the need to live with people of other ethnic groups, life's lesson, the way of the Indians, the secret of the forest and even the fundamental differences in the way of living and beliefs between two very different groups of people. Of all, life's lesson is my favourite. Because at the end of the day, that is what matters most. We learn and we grow, older and wiser. Just like how it is for Matt; he gains more than just survival skills from Attean, he is rewarded with firsthand experience of how it is for the Indians, watching their old hunting grounds being taken over by White settlers, and White traders demanding more animal skins than the woods can provide. Matt begins to see things differently, from a different perspective, one which he can never understand without the chance and willingness to integrate with the local people first.

These days when I read books, I always enjoy it when the author uses foreshadowing to cast doubts and worries and to up the excitement level. To quote " On the day of their greatest adventure, Attean had come without his dog. So there was no warning." I like the way the author suggests that something big and bad is coming their way. Yes, it will be Matt and Attean's greatest adventure but perhaps, also their greatest misfortune. It certainly keeps my eyes riveted on the book and my fingers on turning the pages.

All too soon, I have reached the end of the book. But I am not quite ready to leave the story and its setting behind. A check with Google revealed that this is the last book written by the author. She has gone to the great beyond in 1994. This means that there will never be any sequel to The Sign of the Beaver or any other new story by this same author ever again. And that is quite a sad thing. But there is consolation in knowing that there are some earlier works by her. I may check them out some day.

Wednesday, August 12, 2020

Review: Sarah, Plain and Tall (Sarah, Plain and Tall Saga #1) by Patricia MacLachlan


4 stars for Sarah, Plain and Tall (Sarah, Plain and Tall Saga book 1) by Patricia MacLachlan.

I have always enjoyed a tale or two on country life. There is a kind of unspoken peace and quiet and serenity that comes with country living, away from the hustle and bustle of life in the big city. Perhaps because I read the Little House series by Laura Ingalls Wilder when I was young and it left a deep and lasting impression on me, I have always reserved a special place in my heart for such stories.

Sarah, Plain and Tall is a timeless story of living in the prairie. Anna and Caleb live with their father in their prairie home. Their father invites a mail-order bride to live with them. The two children like her and hope that she will stay.

Before I read the book, I have always thought that Sarah is the name of the protagonist in the story. And that will have to be a young girl since this is a children's fiction. How very wrong I am. But regardless of who Sarah is, the story warms my heart and brings comforting thoughts of family life and simple living where there are fields and grass and sky and not much else. The novel explores the theme of family, love, loss and fear of abandonement.

My only grievance is that the story is somewhat short and as a result, it lacks depth on character building. Other than that, everything is good.

Saturday, August 8, 2020

Review: Rules by Cynthia Lord


4 stars for Rules by Cynthia Lord.

This is a story that will help readers be more understanding towards people with disabilities.

12-year old Catherine always hopes for normal in her family but she knows it will never be; her 8-year old brother David is autistic. To help her brother understands how other people behave and how the world works, Catherine creates a list of rules for her brother. But her brother does not always follow her rules and worst still, he set his own rules.

This novel is heartwarming and inspiring, but it is also kind of sad and disappointing and frustrating. It is never easy living with someone with a severe disability.

The story teaches us that we do not always get what we wish for. Sometimes things are simply beyond our control. We do not get to choose our family, we are born into them. If ony one of the family members is born with special needs, the entire family have to take it in stride and move forward. Because Mother Earth does not stop rotating. Because the sun still rises in the east. Life still goes on.

The story also teaches us that sometimes what we hope for and what we get in return can be very different. Take the new next-door neighbour for example, the friendship that Catherine hopes to have with the new girl turns out to be very different from what she has in mind. She hopes for this friendship to blossom but instead makes an unexpected friendship of another kind in return.

Perhaps what I like most in the teachings of this story is making the efforts to spend time with family. It is always disheartening to read about parents procrastinating on spending quality time with their children. Children only grow up once and before we know it, our children will not want to spend time with the parents but with their friends instead. In the story, one of the parents is seen giving empty promises to the child just to stop the child from asking again. Well, work is never finished. If the parents are too busy with work to spend time with their children, why have children in the first place?

Overall, Rules is a good family story. It highlights the challenges and difficulties families with autistic members may face, but it also features the joys and human kindness that come with living and loving a person with special needs. This book is informative reading for anyone who is interested, and especially suitable for siblings and friends of autistic children. Autism is not an illness, and definitely not something abominable. It is just a person whose mind is wired differently, and for us to get to know this person who is different from the rest of us.

Friday, August 7, 2020

Review: Restart by Gordon Korman


Did not Finish Restart by Gordon Korman.

This is the story of 13-year old Chase Ambrose who suffers from acute retrograde amnesia after a bad fall from the roof of his house. Due to his memory loss, Chase is given the chance to rebuild himself with a clean slate, to make a complete fresh start. To restart life.

This book feels more like reading a young adult novel than a children's fiction. And the more I read, the more I didn't like where the story is going. The plot is predictable to a fault; bad boy has a bad fall, wakes up with no memory of who he is and starts life anew. Even though I did not finish reading the book, I can already see in my mind's eye how the story will pan out, a cliché ending that is.

I like first person narratives, but not this one. This book has just way too many characters narrating the story. Each time a new character comes on board, I have to orientate myself to know the new character. And just when I know enough of that character, I have to reorientate myself at the start of the next chapter and try to recall who that character speaking is again.

Sorry to say, I am not a fan of this story. I stop reading when I reach one fifth of the novel, my default point in deciding whether to stop or to go on.

Wednesday, August 5, 2020

Review: From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler by E. L. Konigsburg


5 stars for From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler by E. L. Konigsburg.

The title is a mouthful. But because of the long title, the book is well taken note of. Add to that that this is the first book that makes it to the banned books list in my last reviewed book, Ban this Book, my interest is piqued and I promptly move it up from my Reading List to placate my reading whims.

The story centers around two children, 12-year old Claudia and her 9-year old brother, Jamie. They run away from home to live in the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York City. While Claudia strives to keep things in order in their new home, she also works towards becoming a changed person and a heroine to herself.

In the story of Ban this Book, From the Mixed-Up Files is challenged by a parent and taken off the shelf of the school library. In fact, this book has indeed been challenged or banned in an American library at least once in the last thirty years. I can totally understand why. Because this novel is basically about runaway children. Though not all children will run away from home - immediately or thereafter - after reading this book, I do not deny that it may well plant the idea in impressionable young children. We can never know for sure what may transpire in the minds of children who read this book. And that is surely not a good thing. But then, I tend to think that banning the book from the shelf of a library takes it a step too far. Hmm..

Runaway children aside, this story is actually very interesting. It tells of two children and their meticulous planning, attention to details, careful decision making and good money management. It is fascinating to see how they manage to pull it off and not get caught for hiding and living in an Art Museum. But of course, this is a story and to have the story as a book, the children must not be caught. But still, the two children complement each other perfectly for their quest; what the sister lacks, the brother provides. The sister is cautious (about everything but money) and poor while the brother is adventurous (about everything but money) and rich.

Ultimately, this is a story about finding yourself, about how the greatest adventure in running away from home is not about the running away but in looking within oneself, and the greatest discovery of home away from home is not about finding out the truth on an art work but in finding out what makes you.

From the Mixed-Up Files may be a story about children running away from home and one which some parents disagree with, but it is also a creative and inspiring story about the realistic aspects of living and growing up with invaluable lessons to be learned.

Monday, August 3, 2020

Review: Ban this Book by Alan Gratz


5 stars for Ban this Book by Alan Gratz.

I love this book. It sounds exactly like what I may well do, retaliate that is, if my favourite book is banned from the library.

This story is about reading and getting banned books back onto the school library shelves. Mind you, these are books that encourage children to tell lies, to steal and to be disrespectful to adults. Well, I know right, summarised into a sentence like this makes the book sounds like one really unsuitable for children. So it seems. But in all actuality, this is not what Ban this Book is all about. The books themselves are not the reasons for the bad behaviour, rather, it is the action of banning the books by the school that leads to them.

The story is told in first-person by Amy Anne Ollinger, a nine-year-old girl who often has difficulty speaking up for herself. She is upset by the school's decision to remove books, her favourite book especially, from the school library. As she works to get banned books back on the shelves of her school library, she discovers that she is not alone in her quest. She is, in fact, part of a community of booklovers that includes her good friends, classmates, their parents and even the school librarian.

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Before I proceed further, I like to highlight two things of importance.

First, every title banned by the school board in this novel is a book that has in fact been challenged or banned in an American library at least once in the last thirty years. So, the banned books listed in this novel are for real, not some fictitious ones. This is as stated under the author's note at the end of the book. And as it is, because they are banned books, naturally the reader in me cannot resist the temptation but to check them out and add those that interest me to my Reading List. You got it!

Second, the author includes in the list of books banned, some titles that the protagonist, Amy Anne, does not like and even some that she feels uncomfortable reading. In doing so, the author is trying to put across the message that the things people choose to ban usually include things that they feel uncomfortable with. But the thing is, people cannot decide for everyone else what books others are or are not comfortable with reading. They cannot stop other people from wanting to borrow those books and reading them.

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What I like about this book is that it is not simply a story about banned books, it is also about family relationships, learning to express oneself through words, art, action and even in the choice of books to take down from a library shelf to read, learning the right way as opposed to the wrong one to voice objections and learning to make a stand and find one's own strengths.

What I also like is the mention of the old ways used by libraries on keeping track of books borrowed by readers. It feels like a walk down memory lane as it brings back old memories, of nostalgic days when the queue time to borrow or return books can be as long as thirty minutes or even an hour. With the wonders of technology, it is hard to imagine spending that long an amount of waiting time these days.

With regard to banned books, I am of the view that libraries - be it school or public libraries - should be a place where one can find all kinds of books - good books, bad books, serious books, funny books, small books, big books, thick books, thin books, etc. You get my drift. Every person should be free to read whatever they want, whenever they want, wherever they want and not have to explain to anyone why they read it or why they like it or why they feel it is good or no good. I too, have my share of books that I like and do not like. I express my likes and dislikes - my own choice - in my review blog and recommend books accordingly. I do not impose my views on others as I respect that everyone has their own reading preference. And I certainly do not go to the extent of trying to get books banned in my local library simply because I do not agree with them. That will be the role for parents to play. Every parent has the right to decide what their child can and cannot read. We simply cannot make that decision for other people's children.

I am also of the opionion that children be exposed to as many different kinds of books and as many different perspectives as possible. It is important to let children read books that interest, educate, challenge and even entertain them. Where age is deemed appropriate (by the parents), children should be allowed to read books with content that adults may not agree with, but nevertheless, let them read and decide for themselves about things.

Ban this Book is an inspiring story suitable for children aged 8 to 12 years. It teaches children that sometimes getting into a truckload of trouble is worth the consequences. One more thing, this story will likely resonate with those children who have younger sisters or brothers, and are often made to give in to the whims of these younger siblings. I think they will enjoy this novel a lot more.

Thursday, July 30, 2020

Review: The One and Only Bob (One and Only Ivan #2) by Katherine Applegate


Did Not Finish The One and Only Bob (One and Only Ivan book 2) by Katherine Applegate.

We come to know of Bob the dog through Ivan the gorilla in book 1, The One and Only Ivan. It has been over a year since Ivan the silverback and Ruby the baby elephant have moved from Exit 8 Big Top Mall and Video Arcade, Home of the One and Only Ivan, to the zoo where they are with others of their kind and well taken care of by zookeepers. Bob has also found a new home.

It makes for a welcome and refreshing change to hear Bob's side of the story (at first). Bob is, after all, a tiny stray dog with an attitude and his view is, well, quite different from that of Ivan's. Unfortunately, the novelty of seeing the world through the eyes of another non-human again wears off after a while. Even though Bob is wily, tough, blunt and very street smart, I find it hard to enjoy my time with him as his story gets stale pretty fast. I know I have tried my best by making it to the halfway mark before realising that is as far as I am willing to go.

I am sorry but not sorry for not reading this book to the end. I guess a dog with an attitude is just not my thing.

Monday, July 27, 2020

Review: The One and Only Ivan (One and Only Ivan #1) by Katherine Applegate


5 stars for The One and Only Ivan (One and Only Ivan book 1) by Katherine Applegate.

Welcome to the Exit 8 Big Top Mall and Video Arcade, Home of the One and Only Ivan. Ivan is a gorilla who lives in a run-down circus-themed mall and has been there for the past 27 years. When a baby elephant Ruby is added to the odd collection of animals housed there, Ivan decides that he needs to do something to give her a better life.

There is always a first, in this case, a first time reading a novel that is narrated by a non-human - a gorilla. I have never, for the life of me, thought I will read such a book. But I did and it turns out well. I do admit it feels weird initially to see the world through the eyes of a gorilla, and not just any gorilla, a talking gorilla and one with a talent for painting. And after a while, it becomes second nature. I feel as if I am Ivan, the mighty silverback, telling the story of his life, where he comes from, his original gorilla family, his life as a temporary human and how he comes to be living in the cage that he refuses to acknowledge as a cage but a domain. It is also through Ivan that we learn more about some of the other animals such as Stella the old elephant, Ruby the baby elephant and Bob the stray dog.

The One and Only Ivan is a beautiful and touching story. It makes me think about the treatment of animals by humans, those in the wild, in captivity and in domestic homes. Is the zoo the ultimate ideal place for animals, even if they are kept safe and well cared for? Is that even natural in the grand scheme of things? Reading this book raises many questions but unfortunately, no answers.

I didn't know this work of fiction is based on a true story until I read the author's note at the end of the book. Ivan is a real gorilla, not some imaginery ape. He. Is. Real. And as in the book, Ivan did spend twenty-seven years of his life alone in a cage housed at a circus-themed mall in Washington state. I find it hard to believe that this mighty silverback actually spent close to three decades without seeing another of his own kind. I have no words for the extent of such human cruelty inflicted on this largest living primate. I go in search of Ivan's videos the moment I finish reading the author's note. The ones that show him in Zoo Atlanta make me smile and feel happy for him. But those that show the big gorilla held captive behind the walls of his tiny cage make my heart ache. Well, at least, the walls are a thing of the past. All's well that ends well.

Monday, July 20, 2020

Review: Front Desk (Front Desk #1) by Kelly Yang


4 stars for Front Desk (Front Desk book 1) by Kelly Yang.

This is a heartwarming and deeply moving story about a Chinese family that migrates from China to America in the early 1990s. Told from the perspective of the family's only child, 10-year old Mia Tang shares how the family of three come to live and work at a motel in California, and the difficulties and hardships faced as a Chinese immigrant growing up in America.

This is my first time reading an English novel penned by a Chinese author. Perhaps because I have no expectations prior to reading, the book surprises me in more ways than one. To say that this novel is good will be an understatement - it is fantastic. The story comes across real, the everyday kind of real. Take for example, the one-child policy in China. It was implemented nationwide by the Chinese government in 1980 in order to limit most Chinese families to one child each. The one-child policy ended after thirty-five years and was changed to a two-child limit in 2015. Reading about the one-child policy in this book drives home the reality of such a policy. Then, there is mention of the number eight which Chinese believes is an auspicious sign. To quote "Chinese people believe that if you receive eight dollars, it’s good luck. That’s because the word for the number eight, ba, rhymes with the word for “prosperity,” fa." These are but examples of how the author adds real-life flavour to her story.

The author also deals with real-world topics such as immigration, worker exploitation, racial discrimination, fraud, poverty and school bullying. These are tough topics but they do not feel heavy or pretentious, only that they serve to accentuate the unfair treatment and struggles and hardships faced by Chinese immigrants. To quote "we can’t judge someone based on their skin color. It isn’t right. This is America.” to which another character retorts with, to quote "“If you really believe that, you’re even dumber than I thought. Clearly you have no idea how this country really works.”

Besides cultural differences and real-world topics, what I like most in this story which is based to some extent on the author's personal experience as an immigrant growing up in America, is the strong family bond. Mia's little family is very united in their love for one another. No matter how bad the situation is, they try their very best to turn it into a family thing that they can do and resolve together. And then, no matter how black things look to be, there is always a silver lining. There are still nice, friendly and helpful people around, waiting to be found, to offer a listening ear or a helping hand or words of encouragement.

For a debut novel, Front Desk is amazingly well written. It tells the stories of not just Mia and her family but also that of other Chinese immigrants who visit them at the Calivista Motel. It has much to teach about racial prejudice and human kindness. There is loneliness, frustration, sadness, anger and helplessness. But there is also family warmth, compassion, courage, understanding, unity and aspiration. It is not only a heartwarming and deeply moving story, it is also an inspiring tale about hopes and dreams.

Below is a quote taken verbatim from the book and that is what I call turning a mistake into an opportunity. A nice one.

"..a mistake isn’t always a mistake. Sometimes a mistake is actually an opportunity, but we just can’t see it right then and there."

Thursday, July 16, 2020

Review: The War that Saved My Life (War #1) by Kimberly Brubaker Bradley


1 star for The War that Saved My Life (War book 1) by Kimberly Brubaker Bradley.

The story is about a girl who is born with a clubfoot. She and her brother are evacuated from London to the countryside during World War II. Away from their abusive mother, the two siblings start their lives anew, until..

This novel is totally not what I have expected. I will say it comes as a surprise and a bad one at that. The mother in this book is irredeemable to the point of absurd and the turnaround in the children's fortune is too good to be believable, even for a novel. In short, the story comes across as pretty far-fetched and makes for an amateurish work of fiction.

While I have no qualms about reading stories on single-parent families, this is one book that I am not comfortable with. It features a single mother with her two young children, 10-year old Ada and 6-year old Jamie. That is totally fine. What is not fine is the way the mother abuses her children, the older girl especially, physically, verbally, emotionally and mentally. The bad mother not only feels ashamed of her own child who is born with severe physical disability, she has no regard for her child's needs and well-being. Though the relationship between the disabled sister and brother is good, the abusive nature of their mother cast a dark cloud over the entire novel.

This is a children's book that does not promote family values. I find it hard to read and even harder to like. I do not recommend it to children.

Monday, July 13, 2020

Review: Old Yeller by Fred Gipson


5 stars for Old Yeller by Fred Gipson.

I have come to realise that there is always a dog in children's fiction. Well, maybe not all, but definitely for the children's books I have read so far this year. There is always the presence of one dog or two or more, the only difference is whether the dog plays a major part in the story or a minor role. But still, a dog is a dog and its presence makes a whole lot of difference to the story.

In Where the Red Fern Grows, there are the two Redbone Coonhound hunting dogs, brawny Old Dan and brainy Little Ann. In Bridge to Terabithia, the girl Leslie Burke gives Jesse Aarons a puppy as his Christmas present and together, they named it Prince Terrien and make him the guardian of Terabithia. In Short, there is Julia trying to find happiness after the death of her pet dog Ramon. Though the dog has ceased to exist, its presence is felt throughout the novel as Julia constantly thinks of him. In Rain Reign, Rose who is obsessed with homonyms named her dog Rain, and Rain has two homonyms - rein and reign. In Walk Two Moons, there is mention of three dogs, all beagles. Gramps has a beagle named Sadie when he first met Gram and the dog died at some point after their marriage. Sal talks about her beagle Moody Blue but does not say what happens to her dog, only that she refers to the dog in the past tense, implying that she has died. By the end of the story, Gramps has a new beagle puppy which he named Huzza Huzza. In Because of Winn-Dixie, Opal adopts a stray dog and named it Winn-Dixie after a supermarket. In Wolf Hollow, there are plenty of dogs on Annabelle's farm, always six or seven running around. Once in a while, one will disappear, but after some time, another will show up to take its place. In Number the Stars, Annemarie's mother recalls having a dog named Trofast (meaning Faithful) who will walk her to the end of the path each morning and wait for her return from school every afternoon around the bend. In The Thing About Jellyfish, Suzy's best friend Franny has a dog named Fluffernutter.

Having introduced all the dogs in above nine books that I have read recently, my point is, Old Yeller, before I read the book, seems to be simply another one of children's literature with a dog, and not just any dog, a big ugly slick-haired yeller dog. To start with, I am not keen on the book. Why? Because that ugly dog of a picture on the book cover all but put me off. But strangely, somehow or other, I manage to get past the cover and delve into the book. It makes me real glad because if I have not, I will have missed out on this deeply moving story about a dog and the family he stays with.

The story takes place in the late 1860s, right after the Civil War, in Texas hill country. The characters central to the story are 14-year old Travis, his five-year old brother Arliss and their parents. One day, an ugly stray dog visits the Coates family in their log cabin on Birdsong Creek. They decide to keep the dog and named him Old Yeller.

All thanks to Old Yeller the dog, this is a story that leaves a deep impression. He may be an ugly meat-stealing rascal, but Old Yeller is a clever dog that makes itself useful in helping the Coates family chase off coons, skunks, coyotes and even deer that go into their fields to eat corn, melons and peas. It even helps drive cattle and tame their wild cow for milking. It is a faithful dog that protects the family from just about anything that may bring harm their way. It is this loyalty right to the end that makes the story so very heartwarming.

The thing about this novel is, though the story revolves around the yeller dog, it is not just a story about the dog, it is also one about family, the bonds of brotherhood and motherly love. And that makes for a really nice family story.

To quote on brotherly love "Till Little Arliss got us mixed up in that bear fight, I guess I’d been looking on him about like most boys look on their little brothers. I liked him, all right, but I didn’t have a lot of use for him... But that day when I saw him in the spring, so helpless against the angry she bear, I learned different. I knew then that I loved him as much as I did Mama and Papa, maybe in some ways even a little bit more."

To quote on motherly love "When Mama wasn’t waiting on me, she was taking care of Old Yeller. She waited on him just like she did me. She was getting up all hours of the night to doctor our wounds, bathe us in cold water, and feed us when she could get us to eat. On top of that, there were the cows to milk, Little Arliss to look after, clothes to wash, wood to cut, and old Jumper to worry with."

Besides being a delightful family novel with the yeller dog, the story also feels practical and real. Because the author has excellent knowledge of the ways of Texas hill country living and of the wild animals which he demonstrates through his writing. If I didn't know better, I will say the author has firsthand experience; either that or he does a very thorough job with his research.

The author explains how dogs are used for catching hogs and driving cattle and fighting coons out of the cornfields. And settlers keep them as watchdogs against plundering by loafer wolves, bears, panthers, and raiding Indians.

He knows the ways of of wild hogs. To quote "any time you messed with a wild hog, you were asking for trouble." He describes how the old hogs fight bear and panther off from their young by forming a tight circle in which they face outward around the ring, their rumps to the center where all the squealing pigs are gathered. That way, they will be ready to battle anything that want to jump on them.

He gives details on the ways to mark hogs. He knows what it means to turn a boar hog into a bar hog and why it is a job that needs to be done, that is, if you want to eat hog meat. He tells us why the Coates family never butchers or sells a hog that does not belong to them or mark a pig following a sow that does not wear their mark.

He knows the usefulness of prickly-pear roots, why the roots of big tall prickly pear are no good for making poultice but those smaller sizes are, and how the poultice of mashed-up prickly-pear roots can be used to draw out poison.

Certainly, the knowledge, understanding and appreciation of country living that the author shares in Old Yeller makes the story exciting and a joy to read.

Of all the face-licking, tail-wagging dog tales I have come across, this is one which brings as much joy as it does tears. It makes me smile but it also breaks my heart and makes me cry. After I read the book, Old Yeller is no longer simply another one of children's literature with just about any dog. It is still a big ugly yeller dog, yes, but one with a big loving heart. A faithful dog through and through.

I can now understand why this book was published to instant acclaim and goes on to become one of the most beloved children's classics ever written. It is one unforgettable tale.

Tuesday, July 7, 2020

Review: The Thing about Jellyfish by Ali Benjamin


5 stars for The Thing about Jellyfish by Ali Benjamin.

I have been thinking why I am attracted to children's literature so much lately. I mean besides the inner child in me, in each of us, there must be something more. Then it dawns on me that it has got to do with the story itself. The thing about reading children's fiction is, it is not just reading about some kids between the ages of 8 and 10, or 11 and 13, it is also about adventure and survival (Where the Red Fern Grows), fantasy and make-believe (Bridge to Terabithia), growing up (Short), psychology (Rain Reign), family (Walk Two Moons), being inspired (Because of Winn-Dixie), mystery and suspense (Wolf Hollow), history and war (Number the Stars). And with my latest read, I have one more to add - Science (The Thing about Jellyfish). The nine books I have listed are proof that children's books are not confined to any one subject matter, instead they are more; they can be so much more. And that is the wonder of children's literature which entices me so.

To be honest, at first, I am not sure if this is a book I should be reading. The title reminds me of junior picture books, those with drawings and illustrations, which I am not keen. But then, the jellyfish also bring to my mind the one rare trip I made some years ago to the SEA Aquarium at Sentosa Island, Singapore. The roomful of tanks with projected lights within which countless mesmerizing jellyfish float around gracefully took my breath away. They are beautiful yet mysterious to me with their deadly sting, some of them. It is then that I decide there is no harm in giving these fascinating sea creatures my reading time.

The story is about a girl who is obsessed with - what else but yea, you got it - jellyfish. 12-year old Suzy Swanson becomes subdued after the passing of her best friend, Franny. She is convinced that jellyfish is the reason for Franny's demise and goes on a jellyfish mission to substantiate her theory, hoping to rewrite a new ending, a better ending to the end of her friendship with Franny.

The Thing about Jellyfish is a heartbreaking story of the power of young friendship and the devastation of losing it. It is relatively easy to see where the story is headed, but it is the delivery of the plot, the development of the story and the execution of the mission that weigh down heavily on my heart.

The writing is remarkable; not many stories one reads can continue to convey so much emotional power. Each word, each sentence, all line up beautifully to draw out the pain and loss of losing someone dear to you.

To give an example, taken verbatim from the book "All this time, I’d thought that our story was just that: our story. But it turns out you had your own story, and I had mine. Our stories might have overlapped for a while — long enough that they even looked like the same story. But they were different. And that made me realize this: Everyone’s story is different, all the time. No one is ever really together, even if it looks for a while like they are."

Then there is the use of similes as a method of comparison, beautiful really but sad and wistful all the same.

To quote "Whenever I think about those two days — about the space between you ending and me knowing — I think about the stars. Did you know that the light from our nearest star takes four years to reach us? Which means when we see it — when we see any star — we are really seeing what it looked like in the past. All those twinkling lights, every star in the sky, could have burned out years ago — the entire night sky could be empty this very minute, and we wouldn’t even know it."

On the surface, it appears that the narrator Suzy is trying to cope with the death of a good friend and overcome the stages of grief (shock, denial, anger, bargaining, depression, testing, and acceptance), but in actual fact, it is more. Beneath the theme of grief and loss is that of dealing with changes and regrets. These - to me - are the real issues that Suzy is grappling with. She is not what I will say, a pleasant girl exactly. She is quiet at best and rude at worst. In fact, the way she behaves at times put me off. But I can totally understand where the author is coming from, by painting Suzy the way she is. It is all part of dealing with changes in family, struggling with changes in growing up and coping with changes in her friendship with the then-alive Franny and coming to grips with being sorry for what has been done and not-done.

I find this story sad and at times, even depressing. Maybe because it is hit too close to home. The need to find for ourselves the truth, to set us free, is always there, just like what Suzy does in her attempt to free herself through searching for truth about her friend. It is hard to make sense of unexpected death, especially when the victim is considered young - young being relative to the system of reference chosen - and even more so when it has not been long since one last seen that person, alive, healthy and all well. But sometimes things just happen, for no reason, except that time is up for that person.

Despite the solemn mood, I walk with Suzy right to the end and find that I actually enjoy her story more than I realise. Her story has much to teach the young. It is not only a lesson on life and death, but also one on Science, on jellyfish for that matter, and particularly on one species whose venom is among the most dangerous in the world - the Irukandji jellyfish. I certainly know more about jellyfish now, say their life cycle, how they start off almost like a plant in a phase called planula where they cling to the bottom of the sea. Then, as they grow in size, they break away from the seabed to pulse freely through the ocean. The adult jellyfish is known as medusa (not to be mistaken as Medusa with capital M which is the mythological creature with snakes for hair who could turn humans to stone with a glance).

Having come to the end of my journey with Suzy, I will say The Thing about Jellyfish is not at all what I have imagined right from the start. It is no junior picture book though there are some drawings of the sea jellies. Surprisingly, for a story born from failure as the author so put it, this novel is anything but a letdown. It is exquisitely written. It is a great work of fiction in all its originality. It is a striking debut novel.